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Hello! Obviously, I don't really post on any forums that much anymore. I occasionally lurk but that's about it. I just had a recent life change happen that explains a lot in my life that I've struggled with and couldn't understand why. To back track, I went on mental health leave from my job in December. I was unraveling fast mentally and couldn't be there anymore. I started doing Instacart full time while I was on leave and that's become my primary source of income now. I formally left my job in February. Anyway, during all that I started seeing a therapist to and get an actual diagnosis outside of I'm just depressed/anxious. After a lot of talking and testing, I've been diagnosed with autism. It's obviously of the high functioning variety, but it greatly impacts my social skills, communication and being self righteous about my ways being right. Who knows, maybe if I had this diagnosis much earlier in life I wouldn't have made as many social mistakes and been such an asshole at times. Sometimes I couldn't even understand why I did the things I did, but turns out I'm literally autistic. ????? It's been fascinating thinking back on my life with this new perspective and trying to figure out what moments my autism actually played a role in. Anyway, don't expect me to be around a lot more suddenly, I just thought I'd share this update as I'm more than positive this newly learned about trait of mine impacted my behavior online in many ways, starting with people here. That doesn't forgive my actions and behaviors, but maybe gives new insight to them instead. Ok that's all!

LEARN TO READ, WAB

This is probably my most wanted game right now... feels like the first huge improvement in gameplay and physics interactions in gaming since HL2 probably. Can't wait for June!

It's going to be stupid and I'm still going to watch it, just like the first one.

I stopped playing everything and started playing Final Fantasy Tactics again. That totally needs a graphical upgrade, hell if they can make the entire game look like the War of the Lion Cut scenes I'd be okay with it.

Thanks! Mostly worked today but later tonight I'll be having my fave all you can eat Korean BBQ with friends tonight. And then have Bday shenanigans later this weekend.

Ayyyy Holy fuck this kid is adorable.

New board, new name. CyrusOccult/Ghostfire. Been doing my thing at work and been super bored lately. I am stuck at home till early April. I had surgery to remove a giant bone spur in my right ankle. Been on medical leave since the 8th. I am going stir crazy. For those that haven't seen or talked to me in awhile, I got a second Pitbull last year named Hades. Him and Persephone get along great.